Some things are so much better that sleep.

and grandpa too: haha.. did you guys MAKE OUT?

and grandpa too: yeah, i know you didn't.

Goldfrappian: Fuck you. I wish. But you know, not really. I mean I would love to, eventually, but right now the greatest thing would be to be beside him, understand him, to be understood. I've no right to ask for more, and I really don't want to.

and grandpa too: yeah

and grandpa too: i suppose

Goldfrappian: That's what drove me crazy about him, you know, the fact that we've got a lot of common ground. I dug him a lot before I knew him. The first time I saw him walk into a room, the first time he sat at the same table as me. Now that I know more of him... I would love to listen to him, learn from him, watch him and his grace... he's just an enormously pleasant person. He's someone I would definitely give up a lot for, but I don't think I would have to... do you get me?

and grandpa too: yes, i do

and grandpa too: and i'm jealous.

Goldfrappian: Well, I still have no idea how he feels, but I know where he stands, and it is beside someone else. Him giving a bit of his time to me... was really the best thing right now. No expectations, just us. It's such a blessing, Bethany. I don't believe in blessings.